is there any way to stop the chatter
blaw blaw blaw
my mind has a mind of its own it seems
and never at a better time then when i'm trying to sleep.
now here i am checking my mail, in hopes that maybe
just maybe there is some other moon crazed person in this city that happens to be compelled to send me an email at 2:40am
SLEEP DAMN YOU!!
stupid full moon
stupid brain
they are in cahoots, teaming up against me
its not fair i say, un called for, ridiculous!!

i have things to do tomorrow and how will i function off of the 15minutes sleep that i'm gonna get at 7:45 until my alarm goes off at 8, how??
i'm not even compelled to toss, i just lay there and watch the thoughts flow in, each as seemingly random as the last, any other time it would be great entertainment, i could laugh, cry, be shocked, but for the love of baby Jesus i'm trying to sleep here.

well not exactly trying right now am i
thought i would get up and yell at myself
investigate the cupboards for some comfort food
had a spoon full of sunflower butter and two of huckleberry jam
its to late to pop popcorn and i'll be eating that avocado in the morning so that means i need to go shopping BUT EVERYTHING IS CLOSED BECAUSE ITS THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
which would bring you to believe that i should be sleeping.... oy